Getting sick. Had a crap day. Again. Found out that my little hospital stint is going to cost me over $1700, and the 6 month payment plan, added to the rest of my monthly bills (rent, phone, storage unit, credit card) shoots up to more than I actually MAKE in a month. I am feeling screwed, and dejected, and oh so low. You guys, I have been this way since September, when all this crap started, and it has gone downhill ever since. I don't even know what to do about this anymore, other than throw myself off the roof, and really, I'd just break a leg or something and add MORE hospital bills. So instead, I am huddled in bed, feeling extreme amounts of self pity (please, bare with me), and indulging in cups and cups of tea and Criminal Minds dvds. ><;; (At least I giggled over the Somebody's Watching ep. Oh, the muse is being talkative now. ><;; So funny though.)

F-list, beloved f-list, tell me one good thing that happened to you today. If I can't have a decent time, I want to know that you guys, my friends, at least had something to be glad about. Because I am always glad about you. ♥

[edit 7:45pm] Tarot Card Of The Day:
7 of Swords - Lack of Purpose
A confusion of options causes goals to become confused. To go in circles or waste time. A need for assistance and guidance goes unanswered.
Eff you, =P
So it took me close to a year of resisting but...*sigh* Hello, my name is Wren. And I love Criminal Minds. *grin* Have had the first three dvds of season 1 for a couple of weeks, and didn't break into it until yesterday in a fit of self-pitying ennui. OMG. ><;; I so love it. DAMN YOU, WIFEY. *shakes fist*

*curls up with moar dvds nao* My stomach is sick like woah. Again. PERFECT EXCUSE.

RIP Kim Manners ;_;
So today, despite its crappy start, didn't end up so horribly after all. I am waiting on the wifey for popcorn and Criminal Minds. NO BETTER WAY TO END THE NIGHT. HA! Also, the biggest change, my first birth control pill ever. Am keeping fingers crossed that this will curb a lot of my PCOS symptoms, because damn...I can't handle them anymore. =P
Figured I'd better make my last post of 2008. Today, my manager was back at work, and my boss wasn't there. Chaos ensued, as is the case when my manager is running things again. Had gotten use to the order and routine of having the bosslady for the past couple of weeks, so it was...annoying, to put it nicely, when I got blamed (however miniscule) for her not being ready for me. Bah. *handwave* Anyway...

Still had to get up early and take a shower and go into work today, which was also annoying. =P Only worked about three and a half hours, which seemed SO LONG and yet FLEW BY at the same time. Went to grocery store, picked up stuff for my favorite red beers, and came home to slip into jammies and veg out in front of the laptop with mah wife [ profile] aoibhe and let the newest TV obsession (Criminal Minds *le sigh* ^_~) take over. Took a nap (too long of a nap, but at least I'll be able to stay awake until midnight maybe?) and fully plan on bugging Eva, drink red beers, and eat popcorn. Hells. Yes.

I doubt I'm going to make any resolutions. I never follow through, and I think that it's too stressful to deal with the failure when I've already got stress enough. =P Doctor appointment on Friday morning, holy rescheduling Batman!, this will be the 4th time I've had to move it because of ALL THIS FUCKING SNOW. =P But I'm not bitter in the least.

I know I skipped a couple of blogging days for the 8 days meme, but I'm gonna continue on, damn it:

~ The roads are finally clear, and the car can finally get out of the driveway. HUZZAH!!

~ Sometimes tears are good, and I got to remember that last night. A new growth opportunity, and remembering that sometimes, you have to swallow your pride and admit you're stupid from time to time. <3

~ FOUR DAY WEEKEND. It still sucks that it's unpaid, BUT I DON'T CARE RIGHT NOW. The muses are primed for a couple of days of plotting and writing. CREATIVITY. ENTHUSIASM. I HAVE MISSED YOU.


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