Emo Wren is Emo

[awkwardgirl]

So, after a harrowing trip to the hospital for my oft-rescheduled follow up appointment for my adrenal gland results (watched a freaking idiot tear out of a residental street and then fishtail and spin RIGHT IN FRONT OF US on the icy roads >< talk about heartattack), and getting the surgeon to literally draw me a picture about what they did and to learn IT'S NOT MY ADRENAL GLAND FRSRS THIS TIME NO I REALLY MEAN IT, I was off to make yet another appointment with yet another docter. A specialist ob/gyn, Dr. Towbin's "favorite", for my PCOS. I really really like Dr. Towbin. He didn't push surgery, he totally dumbs down the whole medical thing so I can understand, and he's just a very forthright, caring guy. So, I have my appointment set for Monday afternoon, and will see what this new guy says - whether or not I should take care of the PCOS with drugs (birth control or insulin), or opt for surgery (Towbin mentioned the "wedge" surgery, where they remove part of the ovary that is the most damaged and cyst-filled.) I don't know what I think anymore, but I'm a little depressed (well, a lot depressed, but that is perfectly normal for me =P) over all this. Getting an appointment so soon, though, helped a little. Since I'm doing this NaBloPoMo again this month, TALK ABOUT A WHOLE LOT OF CHANGE. *flops*

My friend, Christina, is taking me out tonight for my belated birthday, so while I'm all emo-ing out to Depeche Mode right now, I hope to snap back into a better frame of mind before she gets here.

Comments

[mariamme.livejournal.com]

*HUGS*

Sorry you're having such a shit time honey, I really hope they figure it out soon! I know how much it sucks to be bounced from doctor to doctor when not one of them can do a DAMN THING about it.

*cuddlesloves*

PS. Download Merlin and we will have a PARTY this weekend and watch, you, me and aoibhe, it will cheer you right up. There is SO MUCH GAY IN THIS SHOW, WREN. And BOYS! And AWKWARD LOOKS. It is LOVELY.

[chubbybunnie.livejournal.com]

AWKWARD? IS LIKE THAT WAS MEANT JUST FOR MEEEE! =P

Frsrs, I cannot, CANNOT *eyes you*, have another tv obsession. CANNOT! *stern look*

...so um...you have any links to share? *bambi eyes* =P

♥ Thankies. Things will happen the way they're suppose to, I just don't have to like it very much. Maturity? S'that? *grin*

[mariamme.livejournal.com]

Eva does. *BEAM*

She's already got them, so you'd best hurry up! And, it's a British show so S1 is done with only 13 episodes and it will be awhile before S2. Will be a very, um, workable obsession. *beam*

PS. LOOK AT BRADLEY JAMES. LOOK. (And Katie McGrath--Morgana--is v. pretty too. And Angel Coulby--Gwen. And Anthony Head is not very pretty, but brilliant as Uther.)

[aoibhe.livejournal.com]

See, he just doesn't do it for me. Neither one of them do, truth be told, but I'm especially not into blonde men, idk.

[mariamme.livejournal.com]

Except Reid? *beam*

But is okay. There are lots of other pretty things to look at and Arthur is just so...idk, something...that it works out. He's not normally my type either. But his character is fun to watch. xP

[chubbybunnie.livejournal.com]

I googled imaged Bradley James and ended up getting flickrstreams of some porn star. *gigglefit* HAI.

[mariamme.livejournal.com]

LMAO I'd forgotten that. Unfortunate naming accident FTW. *giggle* It's this guy in my icon, who looks decidedly less...preppy?...without his stage makeup. *g*

[chubbybunnie.livejournal.com]

I have to admit, while Porn Boy was cute (even though, maybe, I didn't need to read the comments about him. That's very nice that he looks like he could "blow job all day"?) I think I prefer Chainmaille Boy better. *grin* Perhaps that says something about me. ^_~

<<-- giggling

[mariamme.livejournal.com]

*cracks up*

Chainmail boy is fun. So is the fact that he makes his manservant (Merlin, natch) put on and remove his armor. I'm telling you, Wren. The slash. It is EVERYWHERE.

[chubbybunnie.livejournal.com]

You have to love that, yanno? How they make it SO EASY for us. *gigglefit*

[mcgarrygirl78.livejournal.com]

Jumping from doctor to doctor does not sound like a picnic at all, and I know that from experience.

We dont know each other too well yet but I definitely hope that things are going to be alright and I hope you have a nice time out tonight and are able to take your mind off some of the things that are weighing you down.

*hugs*

[chubbybunnie.livejournal.com]

Thank you, darling! ♥ Am pretty annoyed about the whole thing, but it is what it is, and I will (eventually =P) accept that. *grin* Or not. Getting older is mandatory, being mature is somewhat more fluid. ^_~

I think it's Thai food tonight, and that always makes me skwee with delight. <3

[mcgarrygirl78.livejournal.com]

Three cheers for some Thai food. I will take a Pepcid and skwee right along with you : )

[chubbybunnie.livejournal.com]

lol, I fear that might be the route I should be taking as well, but...I LIKE TO LIVE ON THE EDGE. Or something. Maybe I'm a masochist and I just didn't know. ^_~

♥

[aoibhe.livejournal.com]

I LOVE YOU FSRSZ, WIFEY. REMEMBER THE KIDNEY? YOU CAN HAVE MY OVARIES. I LOVE YOU THAT MUCH.

[chubbybunnie.livejournal.com]

OMG, REMEMBER THAT KIDNEY? YEAH I THOUGHT SO, STFU! *gigglefit*

We so >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> like, so much.

*loveswifeytonsandtons*

[aoibhe.livejournal.com]

Do I dazzle you, WIFEY? DO I?

[chubbybunnie.livejournal.com]

Look, is ~*~sparkly peen~*~, all up in my comments. Oh man, I...I am without words! *dazzled*

<<-- still in awe of you. You so went there. THAT'S MY GIRL. *tackles joo*

[vomviersen.livejournal.com]

Wow. Words fail me on this one :-)

[vomviersen.livejournal.com]

Sorry to hear about yet another round of "musical doctors" but it sounds like hopefully you are getting closer to "the answer" too? ::: hugs ::: and hang in there!

[dark-skada.livejournal.com]

Doctors suck. But if you go on birth control, get the shot. It's awesome!